How happy are you with the flow of your life now? Are you doing what you like? Are you enjoying every single day of your life? How was it?
To be honest, I am happy yet empty. Maybe, because I have plenty of things and ideas in my mind that I really want to try. I was born with a strict parents family and one thing is that I can’t go anywhere wherever I want.
I want to hang out with friends and do a nightlife thing. I want to drink alcoholic beverages with my clique. I want to try traveling locally and internationally with friends, colleagues, and someone who I can barely trust.
I want to go to the beach and have some fun to relax and enjoy every moment without worrying about my insecurities and my strict parents. I want to spend a day just doing adventures and trying new things.
I want to have a late-night talk with my close friends with a bunch of junk foods and drinks. So we can cry and release the pain we’re carrying to feel good and at peace.
I want to go on the rooftop of a tall building or at the beach and just shout whatever I want because I want to release the burden I’m carrying and I want to feel at ease.
Well, I know it’s kinda weird but I want to do these. I need someone who’ll just listen to my rants and still doesn’t judge me because he/she knows me well and trust is built deeper.
I’m still hoping that someday, I will be able to these things.