If only I could turn back time. If only I express how deep my love for you. If only I said what I want to say. If only I trusted you enough and remove my doubts and fears. I haven’t noticed that we were falling too fast. I still want you. I still love you. If I could take it all back.
If ever there’s a time machine. I will show how I love you more than keep it by myself. I will kill my doubts and fears that you may not accept me. I will give in all the love you deserve and express it more so you can feel at ease and comfortable with me.
I love you for no reason. I don’t need reasons to love you. My heart knows what love and what is just an infatuation. I know my love for you is real because I became real and all the things I’ve shown was the real me.
I’m not confident and it is one of the reasons why I am afraid to give in. If only I trusted myself that you can love me for me and maybe it will work out. But it’s too late. You’re already gone.
You left. You’re gone.
I will still be here for you as long as God wants me too. If the time comes that God will change my path towards someone else, maybe that’s the time that I’ll stop loving you.