Is this me saying goodbye to the man I love? I don’t put “d” ’cause I still love him. :< I tried to make it work but it didn’t. Maybe, I don’t deserve to be love. I am nothing but a shadow in the day and a wallflower at night. I will still love him even though he hates me. A tear runs down my face after another stab in the heart and another name goes into the rejection jar.
What’s my mission in this world? I don’t want to live anymore. I’m so down and lost. The pain is killing me. People come and go. Is it really hard to love me?
I am a nobody. Not perfect nor born with a golden spoon. I just have a very simple life. I’m an average person. I don’t have much. I am nothing without God.
It’s 10:20PM now. I want to have a never ending sleep. Good night.
I still miss you and I still love you :<<