I am always wondering, why do we need to end up at someone who wasn’t meant for us? How do they become a lesson if they only did was to hurt us? Sometimes, I just want to be alone because being alone is my sweet escape to the pain from the people around me.
Do I deserve to feel this way? Why? Why me? Why did you do this to me? These are my mind’s loudest questions. Why there are people who go on a relationship just for fun?
A relationship isn’t just a feeling, sex, or pleasure. It is is a responsibility and commitment to your partner. Don’t go on a relationship if you can’t accomplish your duty as a partner. Don’t go on a relationship if you just want to have sex and play around with your partner.
Being in a relationship is somewhat we must do to grow together with our partner. Life isn’t just laughter and fun. We are all experiencing downfalls, tears, failures, and depression. So choose a partner who can help you to go on with your life that will love the real you and embrace your flaws. And that’s a vice versa which you must do as well as a partner in a relationship. Is it hard to be faithful and loyal? How can you build a strong foundation if you can’t stick to just one?
How can your partner trust and love you if you can’t do the same thing? If you can’t be honest in the first place?
It’s painful if you love someone wholeheartedly but end up throwing everything away. They stopped loving, talking, and being with you. How can you do this if you love someone? How can you be in a relationship if understanding and patience isn’t your thing?
Shall I believe that there is someone better out there to love and accept the real me? Shall I start again and again? Because how hard the situation is, if you value and love your partner, you’ll do your best to save your relationship.
If you can’t do the faithful and loyal thing, don’t go on a relationship you can’t fight for. Don’t chase and pursue a woman you can’t love wholeheartedly. Don’t ever use a woman’s heart for the sake of your pleasures and needs.
Now, I asked myself. How do I unlove you? How do I unloved someone I trust? How do I unloved someone I accept? How do I unlove someone I love?
Time is always the medicine, the cure for this kind of wound. I hope it heals me right away without missing and remembering you.